Headache

I've always wondered about headaches. I'm not sure if I've had a headache in my life before or not. It's not something I can't easily answer. It's like the common cold, we all know if someone has a cold, or what seems like a cold. They cough and wheeze and have runny noses. That's on the outside, so how is it that someone can all of a sudden say "oh yeah, I definitely have a headache right now..." you can't see a headache, and how do we know that every one's headache supposedly feels like a headache? That brain is a complicated thing, a mysterious, amazing thing, but how is that people are able to label an individual feeling so easily. What if someone got a headache, or what they figured was a headache, and it turned out it was actually brain cancer? I mean I can honestly say that I don't know if I've ever had a headache before in my life, or a migraine for that matter. What is the difference? When my head hurts for whatever reason I have no clue what it's called! All I know is that my brain hurts. Then we're told to take all these drugs to make out headaches go away. Alright, this "rant" is losing steam, but I just don't get the whole headache thing, how can a doctor (s) say that it's a headache for all different people when they have no clue what's going on in people's heads.

Oh God

Oh Jesus! Will it ever stop? EVER? I know it will. This whole Brad thing is draining me, body and soul. I wish he'd just leave me alone! (don't get the wrong idea, he's not harassing me or abusing me) He just...well I just got a message from him that was RIDICULOUS. He basically is saying he went out with me because no one else would. That is so sad. It's sad because that's almost the same reason I gave him a chance, ha. Anywho, I just...want to PUNCH him!
OK ok...
So this passed weekend was Easter. What is it with Easter? It has nothing to do with anything or relevance. What does chocolate have to do with Jesus? I don't see a connection. Religion has been mulled over so bad. It's really sad. I mean, I am not a religious person, spiritual maybe, but that is different. The whole Bible thing is so ridiculous, I mean yes, if it's something you believe in and it helps you through the day, by all means practice it. But it's when none Christians, catholics etc...start taking the religious holidays and making them their own. Why do I celebrate Christmas, why? I don't need to. It's all about making money, same with Easter. I'm glad I'm over the whole Easter thing, it was a good excuse to see family, but other than that I didn't care it was Easter.
- Lauren