Go West Young Man...

Mood: nervous/excited

Music: The Evil That Never Arrived - Stars of The Lid

Clothes: Blue Dress

Stars of The Lid are such an interesting band. I am getting heavy into ambiance music. It's really beautiful. I just swiped the box of "Mr. Christie's Chocolate" from upstairs. At the rate I am going, I will have more cavities by the time school rolls around. Speaking of school, just a little less than a month until we're all back to the grind. I am somewhat excited for school, knowing it's my last year and all. Maybe I am excited to get it out of the way, which I am, but I am sad because everyone will be going their separate ways. Who the hell knows what I will get into. I'm not even sure at this point. Ouch! Lastnight, whilst wandering around downstairs whithout the light on, I walked into the wall, hard. Now I have a big purple, painful, bruise on my nose. Also, my lip got huge! But I just had to chuckle while I was sitting watching the Meteors falling. I think I saw about 10 - 15 "shooting stars" within 20 mins.

I am headed out to BC on Saturday. I have mixed emotions about this whole trip. Most "normal" kids would be thrilled to go out, fly alone etc, but I am not a normal child and have major anxiety and I really would love if it didn't take over while out in BC or on the plane, alone. I have this odd habit of pretending I can't breath, which actually really scares me, and as hard as I try, I can't stop thinking that I can't breath. Oh man, and my brain goes a mile a minute being all scared. I am trying not to be. Best case scenario: Meet the guy of my dreams this trip :P (maybe not...)

haha.