Coincidence

Putting ourselves out there. We've all been there and it can fucking hurt. Whether it be putting yourself out into the world, maybe looking for work and also putting yourself out into the world looking for love. It can be degrading, painful, scary, you name it. Do girls put themselves in that position more frequently? I am trying to figure that out. When I say "position", I mean the position of getting hurt by love. Throwing yourself into it and then getting tossed out covered in wounds. I am watching "My So-Called Life" and that is what made me think of all of this poop. She, Angela, puts herself in a position where this boy she likes was going to take her out and he left her sitting and waiting. I remembered all the times I have waited. That has a little with putting yourself out there. I put myself out there, I put my heart into the ring of fire and got burned. I wish boys and girls were just...so much more honest about feelings and truthful. I tried to be that way, it worked for enough time and then just...didn't? I always start with a point in mind and then I get going and I get completely side tracked in my thoughts. Now I can't even remember where I was headed with this idea. Oh well, I'm new at this, go easy on me!