Ipod Found

I found my ipod! Thank Allah and Jesus. Or whom ever I should thank...
I am back in the saddle of things, kind of. Not totally, I still dread seeing Brad walking down the hall because I said I'd talk to him, but I have no clue what to say to him. This past week was like a low-budget soap opera.
I bought two new movies this holiday, I bought Babel and Crash. Two very similar movies which both make me ball like a little girl! The messages are just so blunt and thought provoking, although in different ways. I love movies, so much! It's almost sad how much I love movies! That is almost the number one reason it wouldn't have worked with Brad, he A) has shitty movie taste and B) has a very uneducated view on movies and the industry, so I definitely could not have a meaningful conversation with him about a movie we would have just watched. That may sound shallow, and I know people say opposites attract, and maybe so, but in this case, those opposites only attracted for a week! It's kind of sad that I haven't been in an actual relationship, I mean I know its not the be all and end all of the world, and I have so much life to go and will be in relationships, but this is sad because I have been "with" guys but they were never committed, or in this case with Brad, I couldn't commit.
Ah! Lauren, stop talking about that! Talk about something with some substance! But unfortunately that's the only thing filling my head right now, and probably will be for atleast 3 more days.
I will write when I have something iteresting to say.
- Lauren